13052013

Dear Diary ,

She hasn't been keeping well for the past few days ...  I just wish she took better care of herself ..... I wish i could help her in some way .... I hope she gets better very soon ....Seeing her miserable makes me one as well........ I just wish......

12052013

Dear Diary ,

It is said that in every relationship there is a Person is a person who loves more ...... I aint complaining .... I love being the person who loves n cares more .... I dont mind at all...what I dread is being the only person who loves in the relation ....... but in that case how do it even qualify as a Relation ?????  

01052013

Dear Diary ,

Its quite strange how Someone else can hold the power to make your life miserable or Happy ........ and that too without having the least idea about it........

29042013

Dear Diary ,

For one minute lets try to be practical .....

Why should this not Work ?????

1) She Loves Someone else ( i think so ..... )
2) She is unaware of my feelings..... ( I'm pretty sure abt this .... )
3) The geographical divide is more than 1000 kms , i dont knw how i can possibly make her love me bck ....
4) Her family is already luking for a suitable groom for her ( I'm Pretty sure abt it too....)
5) She loves her family, her parents too much .... i doubt even if i convince her, Her parents wld have to be convinced.....
6) The truth is I'm not good at impressing people when i try to impress them .... I dont know how i can make her love me back....
and so on ........

Why should This Work ????

With each passing day I have come to realise this .... I love her more than all the yesterdays.... & with each passing day I love her more than the previous day..... to put in geeky terms my Love for her is like an arithmetic progression,it just keeps piling on ...... it will never ever decrease ......  ever.....
         But that is not answering the question ...... Why should this work ???
 Hmmmm ...... Bcoz I believe this will work ...... I will hav to make it work ...... It will have to fall in place ..... I dont have a reason .. i dont need a reason ..... I think slowly and steadily , may be she will understand how much i love her , how much i care for her ...... and i will always be always there for her .... and you know when i say always it is always always ALWAYS .

26042013

Dear Diary ,

On Friday , i was away frm my desk with my resident manager wrking on the machine , my chat was as always on ..... and after some time as i was handling customers in the lobby area , my RM came out of the room smiling saying some "Shmi" just pinged you on chat and has asked you to have lunch , with a mischievous smile on his face ( no he doesnt know nything abt her , but u know ..... ) . I couldnt react to that for almost a good 5 secs , after which i hope i managed a casual," Ok " !!! I cant explain how happy I was for the whole day ..... just jumping here and there the whole day ..... :) . She remembered ... i knw , it ws just a casual enquiry still ....but................. SHE REMEMBERED :) :P

28042012

Dear Diary ,

 Life is all about finding a person you wont mind loosing to .... loosing every day , each day of your life .... coz deep down somewhere you know that your real victory lies in her triumph ........ I hope I get the chance to Loose to her ...... each day of my life.... I wont mind it...... Shmi ..... not at all 

27042013

Dear Diary ,

Love is not just about finding a someone who you feel Good abt her, it is about finding a someone who makes you feel good about yourself .... she makes me feel great about myself .... she makes me appreciate myself ..... She made me rediscover the Lost me ...... She ( though unknowingly ) helped me find myself :)
                           I dont know if I will ever be able to let her know what she did for me ..... but I will foever be indebted to her for the help.......