Well u must be wondering how all this happened . Well lets try and figure this out . So here i was knowing that there was goin to be 10 day training session . TO be honest i don’t remember the first time I saw her , but then slowly and gradually she grew on me. It never occurred to me that I was treading forbidden territory. I dint get to spend much tym with her , shewas unfortunately in an another grp L . But that dint stop me . I tried my best to get max tym with her , initially I dint realise i was getting so attracted to her . Back then it wa all about the way she made me feel ...... i.e Happy , a feeling which had over the period of tym become quite alien to me . I did everything from setting up the name plates in an order tht I get a seat closest to her and just now to overdo things sometimes made myself on the opposite end of the room ( far yet getting a good view of her for the whole day ) To be truthful , on the last day of the program i think she got a bit suspicious abt me. I am not sure .. but i surely felt this. Hence on that eventful day I rearranged back the name plates ( which had been kept next each other intentionally the night before ) as i was getting a feeling that she was getting uncomfortable . The last day ended quite uneventfully , with her leaving amongst the first of the lot. I so wish to have given her one last ( first) hug ..but decided against it and eventually ended up blessing her with my hand over her head ( wtf ???? Ya i know , i later felt as if i was her Father or sumthin ..who else blesses the world’s most cute girl instead of hugging her ) !!!
Guess that was the last tym i got to see her .... i just hope that i get to see her everyday of my life ( in real , not in pics ) . I hope that a day comes in my life when she is the fist and the last thing i see in a day !!! J
