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I Dont know why I am trading this path ...... maybe its only natural ...a love deprived soul tries to hold on to  watever little it can fetch. A good day for me now depends on whether i get a Gud Morning from her or not and a nite's sleep ( however few the hours )  depends on her cute Gud Nite ....... Though i still barely get  3-4 hours of sleep even on gud days , the bad days ( when i dont get her Gd Nite ) goes even worse . The happist time of the day for me now is the afternoon time whn I make her take her lunch on tym ..... sometimes even she does the same , maybe just out of politeness .....  it doesnt matter , i like the fact that i get to take  care of her ( even if it is just ensuring she has her meals in tym) . I know i am pathetic ...... its ok ...... I dont knw how long this can continue ...will continue ...But for now let me collect as many souvenirs  as i can .... as many as i can till his lasts ...... So u knw this wont last for too long ..rite ????

Dont want to face that rite now ......