So its a Sunday !!! And I cant work coz I am Unwell !!!! And she is not online obviously for the fact that Sunday is a Non Working Day ( For those who dont get it , We both work in the Same Company , though our offices may be arnd 1000 kms (1024 to be more precise ) apart. So apart from work the other reason that keeps me going to office is the fact that she is genrally online on the Off Chat ..... Even a mere Hi !!! from here brightens my whole day !!!! Does she know abt hw i feel for her ???? Do u think i'd be writing this here had she known ???? :P
Anyways ....I met her around a month ago in a training prog ..... Love at First Sight ???? No way !!! I dint even notice her till the 3rd day (among the 2 dozen + participants ) ...... So why notice her at all after the 3rd day ???? We will come back to that in sum tym . before that let me give u a backgrnd of my love life , i fell for a girl for the first tym in class 10th ..... but we were just not destined to be together ( i wont prefer getting into the details on this one ) , so the net girl i fell for was arnd 3 years later (after the 1st was over) , i never thought i'd fall in love again ...and here i was my head over my heels over tis cute girl ..... somehow i managed to let her know abt my feelings for her .... it again dint work out ...I am quite sure she was willing to be with me but dint have the strength to standup to her family ( was a Jain btw ) and eventually got married to my utter dismay !!! that ws way back in 2009-10 .
Post thiss fiasco , i was convinced that Love was not my cup of tea .... So i closed myself completely to the concept or idea of Love and started leading a life of a Loner ( not for the 1st time in my life ) .... I can even accept the fact that I Somehow convinced myself into believing that I was better of Alone than with anyone else . But then I met her ... just to not disclose her identity let us call her Miss R ( yes her name starts with R ) .
Ritee now I need to Check out of the Hotel , so i am cutting this conversation ( with Myself !! ) short . Will catch u back soon
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