Dear Diary ,
This was bound to happen ... I think the dream run might just be coming to an end .... or maybe it already did ..... And i cant say that I dint know this was coming ... but may be I had dug deep and burrowed my head into the ground trying to pretend that It would be alright.
It has been a great one month or so . I had gotten used to getting her Good Mornings in the Office , to checking on her if she has her lunch on tym ... and then in the end to get aa Good Night from her each nite ..... I cant explain the significance of the Good Night ... it was that imp ..... I never realized that i had gone addicted to her Beautiful Good Nights ....until yesterday .......
In the afternoon yesterday she created a Group(On Wassup) for all the ppl from the Training prog ...... I had at that point realised that a nail had been put in the coffin . A Common grp meant that I wouldnt be able to Wish her and have wished good night personally ...maybe it was intentional on her part ..may be it was to check if the inflow of Good Nights every night would stop ......
And it happened ...... I sent a Good Night to Her personally & then to the whole group .... A good Night came for the whole group but not for me ....... maybe she realised where i was headed to .... and may be she put her foot down......
That Goodnight from her had become my Sleeping Pill and it took me the last night to realise that ...... i just couldnt sleep ...... though i lay on the bed for a whole of 6 hours the Sandman nevercame ..... I think it ends here ... i sincerely hope it doesnt end here .... i sincerely do ... But thats the moist i can do Hope ....... I'm not sure how that will help ...................
May be this is the end ......the inevitable end that i had closed my eyes to....But rather then ruing that it ended ( will be ending very soon ) , i should be thankful that it happened . It was great to meet Happiness even though for a short duration of time ..... I just hope my old friend sorrow doesnt hop on my back again ... i'll definitely try to make sure that that doesnt happen ... but i cant promise anything
This was bound to happen ... I think the dream run might just be coming to an end .... or maybe it already did ..... And i cant say that I dint know this was coming ... but may be I had dug deep and burrowed my head into the ground trying to pretend that It would be alright.
It has been a great one month or so . I had gotten used to getting her Good Mornings in the Office , to checking on her if she has her lunch on tym ... and then in the end to get aa Good Night from her each nite ..... I cant explain the significance of the Good Night ... it was that imp ..... I never realized that i had gone addicted to her Beautiful Good Nights ....until yesterday .......
In the afternoon yesterday she created a Group(On Wassup) for all the ppl from the Training prog ...... I had at that point realised that a nail had been put in the coffin . A Common grp meant that I wouldnt be able to Wish her and have wished good night personally ...maybe it was intentional on her part ..may be it was to check if the inflow of Good Nights every night would stop ......
And it happened ...... I sent a Good Night to Her personally & then to the whole group .... A good Night came for the whole group but not for me ....... maybe she realised where i was headed to .... and may be she put her foot down......
That Goodnight from her had become my Sleeping Pill and it took me the last night to realise that ...... i just couldnt sleep ...... though i lay on the bed for a whole of 6 hours the Sandman nevercame ..... I think it ends here ... i sincerely hope it doesnt end here .... i sincerely do ... But thats the moist i can do Hope ....... I'm not sure how that will help ...................
May be this is the end ......the inevitable end that i had closed my eyes to....But rather then ruing that it ended ( will be ending very soon ) , i should be thankful that it happened . It was great to meet Happiness even though for a short duration of time ..... I just hope my old friend sorrow doesnt hop on my back again ... i'll definitely try to make sure that that doesnt happen ... but i cant promise anything
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