Dear Diary ,
There are a lot of things which i am good at ..... Confidence has never been
one of them .....i admit to it ...... but she somehow seems to have infused a never before experienced trait of confidence in me ...... you should see the way
i handle things these days .... I just keep surprising myself . That is the
effect she has on me ..... I just love how she makes me feel ... i just wish i
too made her feel this way !!
Did you see the Pic that's been my
wallpaper ( both mobile & laptop ) for the last few days .... thats a pic
of little Shmi ( yes thats the nickname i got her ..... Rash was way too rash
for my liking , good or bad i dont know ... but i like " Shmi ") . So
thats a pic of her childhood .. i dont think i have seen a cuter kid in my
whole life .... :) , wat do u say ?? So
there is something i said to myself the first time i saw that pic .... once i
had adored the pic to my heart's full content ..... i looked at that pic and i
told myself,"My daughter will look just like that " :)
The Me I know would never have
the confidence to say something like that .... i'd never expected that level of confidence from myself .....
The truth is that I hardly
have a chance to make this work ... i am no charmer .. i know that ....
moreover the odds are totally against me .... but some how deep inside a voice
keeps teling me that I will make this work ... the voice may not be loud or
prominent .. but it's a persistent one ..... I somehow believe that this dream
of mine would come true ..... I just hope so... ... i seriously hope so
..... & I wish i do more than just
hoping ...... not sure how , or what . but something more ....
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