09042013

Dear Diary ,

I dont like the way things are headed ...... I want to be a part of her life ... infact the most integral part of her life . But it aint goin that way . It feels as if she is already drifting apart ...... Also the air of uncertainty around her current status makes things only worse . As far as i know she is committed ...what i doubt is that she is in a serious relation ...... i just get this feeling in my gut that the relation she is in rite now is nothing serious ... and i believe that this isnt a piece of my imagination ... And if she aint in a serious relationship , i would like her to give me a chance ..... a chance that she will cherish throughout her life Coz i will make it work ..... A chance she will look back and call the best choice of her life even decades later.
    But if the relation she is in currently makes her happy .... if the guy she is seeing rite now appreciates her the way she deserves to be & she is happy being with him then the only thing i can do is step back and walk away ...... Ofcourse she makes me happy ..... but more than my happiness it is about her happiness ...... it always will be about her ......