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Dear Diary ,

I dont want to give up on her .... i just cant ...... she gave me a reason to be alive again ...she managed to infuse passion back in me ... i have started loving my work ..... i have started loving my life .......... i smile ..... how can i possibly give up on some so special .....my heart wont allow me to give up on her ....... infact the most special person . I Have spent my whole life giving up .. i don’t want to give up this tym .. even though giving up this tym seems to be the right choice .....

    I think she has eventually come to understand that i like her ...... or maybe she already knew .... I can hide sadness but hiding happiness is still an  unconquered territory . I just wish that this works out ... somehow ..... somehow it seems that