Dear Diary ,
I found her online on the office chat after a long tym yesterday ( 4 full days ) .... I was so happy ..... Got to chat a bit with her .... made my day :) . She is fasting for Navratri ( The Nine Sacred Days of Hindu Religion ) , all the days ..... today being the last of the days. They say generally say that the Girls go thru the Fast to find a Suitable Husband ..... And being the God Believer that she is I am pretty sure she too might have asked for a similar wish !!! And i know she dint seek me out in her prayer ..... but I wished her that May her Prayer Come true from the Bottom of her heart . Maybe she asked God that she marries the guy she loves ( which aint me ) ... but if he is really worth it and would keep her happy Let her wish come true ...... Its important that She stays happy ...even if that means I dont get to be a part of her life ..... It wont be easy for me , i know that very well but whatever is for her best ......... Having said that I deep down somewhere in my heart wish She wished for a Husband who would love her and take care of her more than anyone else in the world .... coz this wish would put me in contention :) . Anyways thats all speculation , may be she wished for something else ......... I just wish I knew what she wished for ........ i wish ......
And yes Alas she is on an off from office today as today is the last day of the Pooja . And here i am already
missing wishing her Good Morning , checking on her lunch .... So today I'd be deprived of all these happiness ..... and sadly tomorrow i aint in office, have to go on a official trip :( .
I just Wish there was something more connecting us ......something more than the official chat n wassup......
I just dont want to Scare her off by my advances ( advances ??? you just made a mockery out of the word ... Dude you havnt even called her once post the training prog ) .
Even i agree ... so this weekend I'll give her a call ...sure ...just a random call :)
I found her online on the office chat after a long tym yesterday ( 4 full days ) .... I was so happy ..... Got to chat a bit with her .... made my day :) . She is fasting for Navratri ( The Nine Sacred Days of Hindu Religion ) , all the days ..... today being the last of the days. They say generally say that the Girls go thru the Fast to find a Suitable Husband ..... And being the God Believer that she is I am pretty sure she too might have asked for a similar wish !!! And i know she dint seek me out in her prayer ..... but I wished her that May her Prayer Come true from the Bottom of her heart . Maybe she asked God that she marries the guy she loves ( which aint me ) ... but if he is really worth it and would keep her happy Let her wish come true ...... Its important that She stays happy ...even if that means I dont get to be a part of her life ..... It wont be easy for me , i know that very well but whatever is for her best ......... Having said that I deep down somewhere in my heart wish She wished for a Husband who would love her and take care of her more than anyone else in the world .... coz this wish would put me in contention :) . Anyways thats all speculation , may be she wished for something else ......... I just wish I knew what she wished for ........ i wish ......
And yes Alas she is on an off from office today as today is the last day of the Pooja . And here i am already
missing wishing her Good Morning , checking on her lunch .... So today I'd be deprived of all these happiness ..... and sadly tomorrow i aint in office, have to go on a official trip :( .
I just Wish there was something more connecting us ......something more than the official chat n wassup......
I just dont want to Scare her off by my advances ( advances ??? you just made a mockery out of the word ... Dude you havnt even called her once post the training prog ) .
Even i agree ... so this weekend I'll give her a call ...sure ...just a random call :)
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