Dear Diary,
Life seemed to be going no where .... it all felt way too stale .Enter : Shmi into my life ...... Without even knowing she colored the black n white sketch of my life.... she brought with her so much change in my life that i can never thank her enuf for it....... I think after a very long tym in my life I have a someone I'd like..love....absolutely Love to take care of ....take care of beyond even my capabilities ...... take care of till the very last breath of my life ..... today ...tomorrow ... forever ......
I know rite now I cant care too much of her given the status of our relation ( relation if there is any ....) .But I care in whatever way that i can.... That Simple Good Morning i wish every morning is from the very very bottom of my heart wishing her a Glorious Day ahead .... that good night too is something similar ... it wishes that she has a good and peaceful nite of sleep even though i mite fight the whole night with my insomnia and the most imp of all , that daily check on her Lunch ( to remind her to have her lunch in tym ) is just to make sure she has her food in tym .... since i cant be there to take care of her ..... and when she asks bck if i had mine ( which i have to say i eagerly wait for ) it only a bonous :) . I have the days i am in the outreach ( i really miss checking on her on those days) when i dont get to check on her lunch .... i realise that She'd have her lunch i ask her or not but then i'm just making sure :)
And Shmi I promise you this if you give me a chance to be with you I will care for you with all my heart for each day , every day of my life ..... i'd care for you in the happy moments and in the not so happy ones ... i promise to never let you go .... in good times and bad times .... And even in the days when we grow old you look beside I'll always be there ..... I just hope you give me a chance Shmi .....
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